lala

cannibalism

2010-01-31T19:49:00.004+08:00

hey. here's a damn sickening person(;

Issei Sagawa

hi, this is Issei Sagawa
he killed and dismembered Renee Hartevelt.
blablabla

this is his confession below.

" I am amazed. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Tall, blonde, with pure white skin, she astonishes me with her grace. I invited her to my home for a Japanese dinner. She accepts. After the meal I asked her to read my favorite German Expressionist poem. As she reads i can't keep my eyes off her. After she leaves I can still smell her body on the bed sheet where she sat reading the poem. I lick the chopsticks and dishes she used. I can taste her lips. My passion is so great. I want to eat her. If I do she will be mine forever.

There is no escape from this desire. I arrange for her to read the poem for me once more. I lie to her. I tell her I want to record the poem on tape for my Japanese teacher. She believes. I prepare everything. The cassette recorder for the poem, the rifle for the sacrifice. She arrives on time. After drinking tea and whisky, she speaks. She smiles at me. But I know inside that I'm the strangest one of all. Her yellow sleeveless top shows off her beautiful white arms.I can smell her body. I turn on the recorder. She starts to read . She speaks in perfect German. I reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers.

I stand slowly and aim the riffle at the back of her head. I cannot stop myself. There is a loud sound and her body falls from the chair onto the floor. It is like she is watching me. I see her cheeks, her eyes, her nose and mouth, the blood pouring from her head. I try to talk to her, but she no longer answers. There is blood all over the floor. I try to wipe it up, but I realize I cannot stop the flow of blood from her head. It is very quiet here. There is only the silence of death. I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead body. Finally it is done.

Her beautiful white body is before me. I've waited so long this day and now it is here. I touch her ass. It is so very smooth. I wonder where I should bite first. I decide to bite the top of her butt. My nose is covered with her cold white skin.

I try to beat down hard, but I can't. I suddenly have a horrible headache. I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it deeply into her skin. Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian corn. It continues to ooze. It is strange. Finally I find the red meat under the sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth. I chew. It has no smell and no taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna. I look in her eyes and say: "You are delicious."

I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds. I have sex with her body. When I hug her she lets out a breath. I'm frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her. Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into her hip and put the meat in a roasing pan. After it is cooked I sit at the table using her underwear as a napkin. They still smell of her body. Then I turn on the tape of her reading the German poem and eat. There is not enough taste. I use some salt and some mustard and it is delicious, very high quality meat.

Then I go back to the bathroom and cut off her breast and bake it. It swells while it cooks. I serve the breast on the table and eat it with a fork and knife. It isn't very good. Too greasy. I try to cut into another part of her body. Her thighs were wonderful. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is mine. It is the best dinner I've ever had. Afterwards I sleep with her.

Next morning she is still here. She doesn't smell bad. Today I must finish cutting up her body.I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake. It will be her grave. I touch the cold body again and I wonder where I should start. I start to cut off all the meat before amputating the limbs. While I cut her calf I suddenly want to taste it. I see the beautiful red meat beneath the fat. I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth. It is tender. I slowly chew and savor it. After eating most of the calf I look at myself in the mirror. There is grease all over my face. And then I start to eat at random.

I bite her little toe. It still smell of her feet. I stab the knife into her arch and see the red meat deep inside. I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It tastes okay. Then I stab the knife into her armpit. Ever since I saw it under her yellow sleeveless top I wondered how it would taste this good. The wonderful taste cheers me up and I devour her underarm up to the elbow. Finally I cut off her private parts. When I touch the pubic hair it has a very bad smell. I bite her clit, but it won't come off, it just stretches. So I throw it in the frying pan and pop it in my mouth. I chew very carefully and swallow it. It is so sweet. After I swallow it, I feel her in my body and get hot.

I turn the body over and open her buttocks, revealing her anus. I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much. I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth. It still smells. I spit it out. I go into the next room. It smell of fat, like I've been frying a chicken. It's been twenty-four hours now. Some huge flies hover and buzz in the bathroom. I try to chase them away, but they came back. They swarm on her face. They seem to tell me that I've lost her forever. It is no longer her. Where is she? She's gone far away. I've broken her. Like a child who breaks his toy. I try to use an electric knife to cut her body. It doesn't work. It just makes a loud sound. I use a hatchet. I strike several times. It's hard work. I strike her thigh. Her body jumps up. If she could feel, it would have hurt.

Finally the thigh separates from her body. I bite it again, like I would bite a chicken leg. Then I cut off her arms. It is even harder than the thigh. I use the electric knife again. It makes a shrill sound, like the sound of her shrill voice. It works this time. Her hand still wears a ring and a bracelet. When I see her long fingers I am driven by another impulse. I use her hand to masturbate. Her long fingers excite me. When I'm finished I try to bite her finger. I can't. I'm disappointed.

I put her hands into the plastic bag along with her legs. And then I see her face. It is still quiet. She has a small nose and a sweet lower lip. When she was alive I wanted to bite them. Now I can satisfy that desire. It's so easy to bite off her nose. As I chew the cartilage I can hear the noise. I use a knife to cut off more of the cartilage and put it in my mouth. It really doesn't taste very good. I scoop out her lower lip with my knife and put it in my mouth. It has hard skin. I decide to eat it later when I can fry it. So I put it in the refrigerator. I want her tongue. I can't open her lower jaw, but I can reach in between her teeth. Finally it comes out. I cut it off and put it in my mouth. It's hard to chew. I see my face in the mirror. Her tongue entwined with my tongue. I try to close my mouth, but her tongue slips out. Finally I cut the skin off the tongue and taste the meat. I try to eat her eyes. It's hard for me to stab into them, though it is the easiest part of her face. I can tears coming from them. It frightens me.

Her eyes are all that is left of her face. It is nearly a skull. I decide to take out her stomach. When I stab under her navel a little fat appears and then I can see the red meat under the fat. I slice a piece of the red meat and put it on a plate. Then I stab into the stomach. The internal organs appear. There is a great length of rolled tubes and I find a gray bag at the end of the tubes. It must be the bladder. There is a strong smell as soon as I pick it up. I thrust my hand into her body cavity. There is another bag. It must be her womb. If she had lived she would have had a baby in this womb. The thought depresses me for a moment.

I pull out the intestines. My hands sting from the digestive juices. At last I have to cut off her head. It is the most difficult thing I have to do. I cut off the meat on her neck until I can see bone, then I cut again. She still wears her necklace. I try to use the electric knife, but it doesn't work very well. It just makes its shrill sound. So I use the hatchet. I imagine myself on the guillotine. It is surprisingly easy to cut through. With the head gone her body is now only flesh. When I grab the hair and hang up the head, I realize I am a cannibal. I put the head in a plastic bag. I separate the body and put it into two plastic bags. They are heavy. It is hard to put them into the suitcases. I am finished.

It is midnight. I call a taxi. I am back home. I turn the TV and open the refrigerator. I put the dishes on the glass table. I recognize each pieces of meat. This is part of her hip and this is part of her thigh. I fry them on the stove. I set the table. There is mustard, salt, pepper and sauce. I put her underwear beside the dish. I sniff it and look at a nude woman in a magazine. I try to remember which part of her is in my mouth, but it is difficult to connect the meat with a body. It just seems like a piece of meat. I continue to eat her body until I am caught. Each day the meat becomes more tender, each day the taste is more sweet and delicious. "

ok.after what he've done.
despite being sentence to death.
he became a celebrity. wth

An Interview With Issei Sagawa, Cannibal

Do you still have these cannibalistic urges?

Issei Sagawa-Oh yes, definitely. The desire to eat people becomes so intense around June, when women start wearing less and showing more skin. Just today, I saw a girl with a really nice derrière on my way to the train station. When I see things like that, I think about wanting to eat someone again before I die. So yes, I do still harbor these desires, and I specifically want to eat a Japanese woman this time. I think either sukiyaki or shabu shabu [lightly boiled thin slices] is the best way to go in order to really savor the natural flavor of the meat. Can you please call for people who would willingly be eaten by me in your magazine? There’s one condition, though: They have to be young, beautiful women.

Look, what I’m saying is, I can’t bear the thought of leaving this life without ever tasting that derrière that I saw this morning, or her thighs. I want to eat them again while I’m alive, so that I can at least be satisfied when I die. I guess I’m being egotistical, but if I could really go through with it, then after that I’d have no qualms about being put to death via the guillotine or by hanging or whatever. There’s no doubt in my mind that I want to eat human flesh again, though. I mean, it’s delicious stuff. It’s widely believed that human meat doesn’t taste good, but they only spread that rumor because it’s a taboo that can’t be crossed. If people found out the truth, I’m sure that men would all start eating women. So they don’t talk about it because it will create pandemonium, but I tell you, human meat is extremely tasty.

want to know more about him and the interview?
http://www.viceland.com/int/v16n1/htdocs/whos-hungry-502.php?country=

DESARU TRlP.

2009-12-29T10:14:00.001+08:00

X33

merry christmas.

2009-12-24T20:15:00.006+08:00

My idea of a perfect

christmas

is to spent it with you.

2009-11-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

hi bye.

2009-11-23T17:10:00.003+08:00

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT HATE IT...

i must be supportive.

i must be supportive no matter wad.

2009-11-18T19:39:00.002+08:00

I know i cant be too demanding.
Cause i know that we're in a diff situation with the other couples.
i must be understanding.
but sometimes i just feel that we're drifting away.hmmm;/ idk hahah..

Ytd stars was the best i've ever seen in my life in singapore.
woo. damn tired but worth it(;

2009-11-12T14:00:00.004+08:00

HEY . Christmas is coming and i love Christmas x3
i'm so bored man,
and tired.
i haven even start studying/sketching.
whew.thank god its thursday;P and i'm so bored.
cutting my bush hair later.
;E

nice;DD

2009-11-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

{my boo}

{bleeding love/American boy}

{disturbia}

.............................................................................

2009-11-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

hello.bye.

Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay. its not the end.

2009-11-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

me and AH KEONG.

Theva the friendly creature.LOL

hah.happy belated Halloween. random.

Theva and Aidil;D

Theva and me. hah

me and ah KEONG.

{HELLO EARTH.}
i'm so so bored this few days.
i thought holiday will be fun but its not..
THERE'S NOTHING FOR ME TO DO.
all i did this few days was sleep watch tv use com repeat blabla.
but actually there is, STUDY-.-
argh. i'm so bored so bored.
went out with my alex today for dinner;E
why so stress cheer up man.

finally have the courage to text her. hah.
everything went well. so hmmm. good;D

i love you, you know who:D
sayonara.

when do you move on?

2009-10-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

When do you move on?
You move on when your heart finally understands.
And that yesterday remain a yesterday, and it will never be the same anymore.

but i'm still missing you.
alot of things happened recently, how i wish i could share it with you(;
i think we both gain alot more after we part.
so. STAY HAPPY.

i'm so bored.
please stop bleeding, or i beat you hor~

2009-09-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

ck

yixin&blackie

yixin&AHKEONG

YIXIN&JINGYIX3

whew. more at facebook(;
hahah.
the best of 3e5x3
meet my alex for dinner(;
love love love.

heho.

2009-09-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

HI baby HI aiai HI PRECIOUS~ HI boss HI ALEXHONGJIAWEI x3( super act cute)
my precious precious and precious.
hahah
though we've being together for just a short time,
but i hope we can be forever.
i'll wait for you to come back from your NS.
and wait for you to make money for ME TO SPENT. WAHAHAHA.
cant wait to see you every monday.
cant wait to see your guai lan face;/
cant wait to love you.
i know you cant wait for my hugs and kisses right haha.
crap.
sorry for letting my aiai eat fast food everyday.alex--->eat fast food will have pimples hor~
BK sucks
coming 2nd month, so looking forward to it.
where should we go, wad should we do(;
hmmm.
my one and only GOOD LOOKING alex, thanks for coming down to jurong~ on your off day.
hope we had fun;x
hah, though we quarrel hmmm. alot.
but just know that i love you alot.
;D
exams alert.
study.blabla
going to SF this sat.
sian, this kind of place should go with MY BOYFRIEND, ALEXhjw ma.lol
sayonara.

2009-09-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

come to big sister~
haha.
MANTHIN's birthday alert.
went to orchard ion with MANTHIN.
went to eat fish&co. my treat..
michelle went back to jurong first
i went to meet aiai for dinner. for awhile.

JUBEAT ROCKS.

2009-08-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

argh. really damn tempting leh, bubbly dye hair soap or wadever.
so cool loh><
hugs and kisses;S
my leg damn cram.cmi
hmmm.aiai is all i want everynight.
blabla. really lazy to post. damn tired.
STOP!
jingyi and hunk will know wad i'm talking about;X
gonna be a goodnight everyone.

7/8

2009-08-28T23:02:00.001+08:00

TODAY BERRY COOL.
7/8 of us never came to school today.
and Alvin Chen's happy without us.
haha.no wonder tbw call me,asking if we planned all these. haha
and sorry carrie, i didnt know that jingyi wasn't coming too.
hmmm. science focus test was okay okay,but not enough time to finish it.
chem was easier than the previous one.
bio .hmmm. okok ba.
shouldn't be getting a zero ba.
argh.gonna start studying, or 100% chop chop drop.
love my friends
i miss my aiai
but exams coming..
lalalala
so baby kiss me through the phone;X
i'm bored, wish you were by my side(;
hmmmm.
the end.

hair conditional-love huh.

worst

2009-08-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

WADEVER~
ahem. people who are not happy with my post, or the pictures i put on my previous post or what,
shoo.
I dont give a damn to wad you all say, so please dun crap in front of me or my family.
And dont even try to influence my cousins
dont act as if we are good friends,
cause we dun even know each other.
cause if you continue...
i'll send ppl* under your bed everynight.
rubbish.
oh ya.
i got 19 for my maths -.-
great great improvement, but still not good enough.
studying for myself, not for you anymore.
goldfish's sick.
left currypok alone.
rubbish!
i'm bored. damn bored.
shitshitshitshitshit.imy.
jia you, me.
i'm really useless.
cant even do things that makes you happy..
hais.
the second time you hangup .
i'm really really useless..
cant even say anything to you.
cant even talk.
then in the first place might as well dun give me a mouth..
i cant even tell you how i feel about you.
i cant even do anything for you.
i cant even say. imy so much and you are so important to me
thats just the way i show my love. lousy, shitty, stupid, cold
and so immature
i. just.suck.so much.
disappointed in myself.

3e5.

2009-08-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

haha. i dunno who drew this.Alvin chen(:

shit.accidentally dele the longer one.

this video rubbish only. hah

haha.damn funny. this is wad we call 3e5 teamwork;X

self esteem huh.

like yourself for who you are(;

i wan my maths focus test back

hmmm. i miss my boss..

MydumbBoss's waiting.

2009-08-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

yixinchuAlex3
haha. whew, BIA.
cute couple right;X i know i know.
forgot to intro,
thats my dumb bhb rubbish bin kuku PLUS handsome and cute boyfriend.
you can call him alex.
and he smells good;X
OH. and thats my niao boss who only pay me $2 per hour.
but shit, i still love him,
and i need him in my life.
blablabla.
i know you want me,
and i want nobody nobody but you (clap*x2)
L.
i may not be the best gf, but i'll try my best to be a better one(;

AHJW.CYX MONKEY LOVE.

2009-08-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

must study hard this two weeks.
bitter comes first then..
see you later on~
my bhb baby AHJW.
my only MONKEY LOVE.

its all the little things we say that make us unique.
X3

i miss my DUMB.

2009-08-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

i'm damn bored.
sometimes,
i just love jingyi and carrie so much.
haha. rubbish.

things wont always go the way you want.
so,
always look on the bright side.

i know i wont have you back anymore.
SO people should cherish what they have now,
and not regret when they are gone.
hmmm.
just kind of miss you thats why i wrote this.

blabla. i miss my dumb dumb dumb bhb boss.
MY AHJW FOR 75 YEARS.
i'll fly to you~ haha.
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到~

Baby you know that I miss you

2009-08-08T12:01:00.000+08:00

l

shit. no phone, no com.
stupid.
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit
moive was nice(;
fell alseep halfway.
argh. xin ku xin ku.

anyway.jingyixinghuiting still the best x3

2009-08-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

crap.

NATIONAL DAY COMING!
hey! yixin, nice blog song;P
happy with my bio focus test result.
everyone take care!
sweettt~
FRIENDS.PEACE

where i belong
Morning comes around and I
Can't wait to see my sunny island
In its glorious greenary , whether rain or shine
it's still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets at night
Guiding me closer to to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm,
where I belong

Friends and families by side
Seeing me through as i grow the learn
Everyday's experience, bitter sweet or sour
They're still wonderful
As they become precious memories
They'll be kept close to my heart
And no matter whereI am I will always know.
where I belong
Chrous:
Where i belong where i keep my heart and soul
Where dreams come true for us
When we walk together hand in hand towards a future so bright
Where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul
Where we're one big family
I want the whole to know , I want to shout it out loud

THAT THIS IS WHERE I KNOW I BELONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. rubbish!real bored.

JINGYIXINGHUITING TOGETHERX3

what are we?

2009-08-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

we are RUBBISH & RUBBISH DUMP.
we are stupid & dumb.
we are bitch & bastard.
we are maid & boss.
we are noob & 8eggs.
we are BHB.
hmmm. we are close friends.

some feelings are just unexplainable.

shit. i miss you.

I dun feel happiness.

2009-07-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey. yo. ya. erm. eeeyar.

shit,
i'm damn tired!
shit,
there's so many test coming up.
shit,
i wanna see you.
shit,
why am i so busy.

i dun feel happiness.

energy.

2009-07-26T14:15:00.001+08:00

Love. jingyixinghuting(;

they make my life colourful again.

stay over soonx3

2009-07-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

back!

happy with my maths result.

hmmm.when for movie. one after another.

i'm being cheated! not really that nice.

haha><

jingyixinghuitingx3heart heart heart heart heart~